2009

Happy new year! I have some questions for you:
Do you believe in new year resolutions?
How do you feel about the game Apples to Apples?
Would you rather age backwards or forwards?
Do dreams have meaning?
What's the best flavor of Laffy Taffy?


Everything has multiple meanings depending on how you twist them. Example A

Hee hee.

In other news-
I turned 20 years old. Normally birthdays don't make me feel any different, but 20 is a little scary. It means I'm definitely not a teenager anymore. I'm not twenty-teen, I'm twenty. Not saying I'm old, but I know people who have gotten married, had babies, had full time jobs... You know you live in a fast paced world when you feel behind when you're only 20. I'm trying not to think about it. Here's the thing-

I've decided my first plan is to have no plan. The future is completely out of my hands, my control. By planning anything too far in advance is to assume I'm going to have some kind of control of my future. Not saying that making plans is bad, just saying that it's better to mentally prepare myself for if it doesn't work out. Example: To assume I'll have children one day is to assume I'll be married. But what if I never do? Cool. If I plan on getting married then I'll be super bummed out when I don't. All I'm saying is set the bar low for expectations, because then there will be little disappointment. Plus, who plans my future anyway? Me? Or someone that actually has my entire life, future, plans, everything in His hands?

So sit back, relax, and enjoy the ride. Because boy, it's certainly been a ride so far in 2009! I'll keep on keeping on, giving thanks for the good, the bad, and the ugly.